B-E-A UTIFUL things natural

B-E-A UTIFUL things natural

Thursday, April 21, 2016

I will be 27 years old in...like less than an hour






I have a habit of making a blog post at random. It's officially spring and I sit here with my head in twists. A nude nail polish next to me and a peach cobbler in my crock pot. Exciting Thursday night I am having. Also there is a rabbit next to me sneezing...or coughing, or doing some unexplainable rabbit noise. Anywho. My birthday is tomorrow. Every year for the past let's say four years my birthdays have been a bust. I find myself getting depressed, grumpy or just and overall Craptastic mood.
 However this year is different. For the first time in about 4 years I feel pretty good.
I believe that the previous years caused me to reflect on my life and made me realize that I wasn't where I wanted to be and not doing what I wanted to do. As I get older I realize that I need to do things that make me happy. Set goals for myself and actually accomplish them. Obviously I have a lot to learn still but I've learned more and more what I need to do to make me a better me.

So an update on my life currently, Spring semester is ending soon and it's been an interesting beginning journey so far. I'm taking three classes at the moment. I also registered for two summer classes as well, kill me now. A big goal I've mine that I've yapped about for years on here is to get my license, time and circumstance have caused me to have a delay in getting it but I made a vow to myself that in 2016, I would get it. So I've taken control of my uncles car and have been driving.

I believe come tomorrow I will feel okay about turning a year older. Also I will be getting a massage and facial done so that certainly helps. But on a serious note I am glad to not have that dread in my stomach or the reelection which turns to full blown teary meltdowns. Bring it on 27!